Actually, ummm !!
A Question ?
Can it be a mind voice ?
(Mind voice:Stop spoiling the date! He has been nice to you since years together. You can’t do this with him. Tell him.. Or just ask him)
“Hey! I have something to talk about” she murmured.
“Yeah! Please go on” he was curious!
“Actually I have a question”
I say I don’t feel anything, then why are the stains on the pillow every morning ?
I say I don’t have any story, then why all sad songs gives me goosebumps ?
I say I need time to get married, then why am I deciding deep down not to marry anyone ?
“Hmm.. I have a little story to tell you! Shall I ?” He stopped the train of her thoughts.
Yeah! I’m listening,.. She replied
“ There was a child playing in her bedroom when her parents were not around. Her uncle was supposed to babysit her. She didn’t know what happened. She never spoke about it to anyone. Her family never understood her dislike towards boys. Today she refuses to give her vagina to any man to do what her uncle did. She doesn’t want to marry a man and give him the legal right to do all that to her whenever he pleases. Today the world laughs at her and calls her lesbian because she doesn’t like men. Teasing her as feminazi for refusing to have a baby and standing up for her reproductive right ”
She was dead shock listening it! Mind voices were stammering like anything and facing million questions at a time. Out this suffocation a loud voice murmuring that “how could he know about your story ?” . It has been 8 long years since they know each other and she hardly spoke to him. Despite knowing him crushing over her since last couple of years, She came here just to crash his heights of hope by confessing her disinterest towards him.
I want to wake you up with a classic cup of coffee to show you the hope of sunrise,
I want to make you listen the beautiful songs which gives you the vibes of love,
I want to stand beside you in every walk of your’s to make you realize you aren’t alone,
I want to let you destroy the past and build a new empire of dreams on it,
I want to hold you tight until you get rid of that haunting memory,
I want to live with you even though you’re asexual,
I want to love you beyond the vagina and live the colors of life,
I want to be a Companion to your Confusion!
“Will you accept me ?” he confessed at last after living in a long wait.